Resigning from working as a writer has made me unstable. Or insecure. "The world will provide," is my current mantra. Welcome to the freelance world where I will test my security levels. No plan B's as of now to make sure that plan A works. Though I don't know if that's wise or if I'm being this eager, persistent fool.

It has always been this way for me. I let go and things fall into place. I don't want to be too calculating...maybe the good reason why I'm terrible with math or anything with numbers. Hah. But it's just that time in this world is too short. i should be living the life, like everyone should.